I have come up with some sort of resolution for my self until I know what I want to do with my life and that is to go make sure that I make the most of my every day even when I just spend it at home. In order to do that, I will stop saying that my day has been absolutely unproductive or that I totally didn't do anything and start taking in account every small thing that I have done the entire day like for example instead of saying that I just sulked around, I could say that I have been listening to music or watching my favorite TV shows while I am on the comfort of my bed which is what I've been doing for months now and it has become too routine that it makes me go crazy. Maybe it will help brighten up my days to come when I start to count my blessings and look forward to small things and when I go back read my posts here it wouldn't be just about me being miserable, seeming like I was doing nothing at all.
Start being happy!!