Drink Drunk Nights.

Wednesday Night @ Central, Pioneer.

Friday Night @ Booze Stop. I hate you alcohol. Major hangover after 3 shots of tequila and Lord knows how many glasses of Kamagong (cocktail) and Margarita plus one bottle of beer.

Friday Night @ Booze Stop, Makati. Group photo. This was actually after midnight already and we were all on our "amats on" mode. Alcohol kicking in.

Saturday Early Morning @ Starbucks, Metrowalk. This was around 4 in the morning and we badly badly (especially me) need caffeine. The guys dropped us off one by one starting with me since my place was nearer to the Metrowalk and to Makati as well and the rest of the girls live in QC. Had fuuuuuuun!

So this is the reason why I haven't been back blogging and dropping. Hangover every other day. No alcohol for me for at least a week. Hello, water and iced tea. LOL!

Down in the dumps Thursday!

Last night was fun but when I saw the pictures in my camera earlier when I woke up, I noticed that I looked a little different. Like something's missing. Something's wrong. I don't know if it's just me but even though I was smiling in those pictures, my eyes were saying something else. I know I said yesterday that I'll end the night better and I did. I had fun. It wasn't only until I woke up today that I noticed I was sad in the photos.

at Circa with Pat, Leira and Jam.

The newly formed L.J. (Loveless and Jobless) Wednesday Club.

Circa.

I slept most of the day today. And do you guys remember about the guy that pissed me off yesterday? Well, I haven't heard from him and I guess that's why I am feeling worse than yesterday. I get difficulty in breathing like any moment I'll have an anxiety attack. I almost thought he could be the one. Not in the sense of being the one as in the husband but the one as in the boyfriend. Guess I was wrong and what did I expect thinking that when I barely knew him? Pssshh. This is what I get. A broken heart and an almost-anxiety attack. Thank you very much. I'm not sure how long this will last but I hope it won't last long. I just feel I need to share this to as many friends as I can and get it out of my chest before I self-destruct. Sorry for the ranting.

Tomorrow is going to be a new day and I'll be going out again for lunch with one of my girlfriends. Lunch, send application and then dessert. I might end up watching 17 Again alone though cos she rain checked on it. It's okay. I need some distractions right now.

What to do? What to feel? Your advices and opinions will help just please be gentle. :)

Rainy Wednesday!

My day started pretty much good today. A little too good actually. I mentioned a guy on my post yesterday, so okay he called and woke me at about 7:15 AM. He was about to hung up when I said it's okay. We talked for about 25 minutes. Good talk. After that, I had breakfast then headed back to my room YM'd a couple of friends, texted my Mom who's in LA right now and went back to sleep. Just when I was about to go into deep sleep rain started pouring. HARD. It lasted for almost 6 hours. Yep, it stopped now. I won't say totally cos it's still cloudy out but I do hope that it won't rain until I get out of the house for my Wednesday Night Out.

I promised a friend of mine who's promoting this event every Wednesday that I'll come 3 Wednesdays ago, this is way overdue so now I'm going come what may. Besides, that good thing that woke me up today turned a bit annoying and I need to have fun and forget about it for a while. I was straight earlier this morning that since my day started good, it should end better and now not necessarily because of the same reason! I am so pissed I texted him some things like he won't hear from me again, la la la la. Whatever. Oh happy day!